WE don't talk
you don't look me in the eye anymore
Words linger on my tongue "are we done?"
You differ from any talk of us apart
What does that mean?
Why can't you tell me how you really feel?
Why is this so difficult?
Close your eyes and tell me
Write it down
I need an answer and you are keeping me waiting for too long....
While I was reading this I could feel the frustration and desperation for an answer. I've been there and it's so hard to hang in limbo when it comes to the matters of the heart. If you are not getting an answer, then listen to that silence for it speaks volumes.
you always write from your kind heart - wish he could actually hear you. Elllyevans679's comment about love in the other room referring the crib, all so true, you have love and she will always be that in your life. dear friend from miles away you don't need him to tell you what to do, or wait for his silence to become words if ever, you need to be who you are, within your heart and soul and shine with love for your little one. don't worry about things... God will be there along the way...have faith and do what you need to do for you. take care
I read your poems and can always relate because I have felt exactly the same way when I was younger. It does get better but not always with the person we are with. My grandmother used to tell me 'things always work out one way or another, maybe not in the way we planned but we adjust'. Take care of your heart.