SufferToo many times I have been hurt Thrown away and burned apartMy heart breaks into so many injustices Asking why never receiving any answersListening to what is said only lies resonate alwaysFake love you's and false promisesThis is the way I have learned to keep myself locked upAll my turmoil kept safe insideWords the only view into the safety of myselfThis fortress with a thrown away key
Come hereCome sit with me baby Let me ease and tease that tension awayDrive me wild with your lipsI could listen to you talk about nothingThere is only torment in my fingers not touching youCome here bring your hands here Touch hereKiss therePlay here Come on baby don't be shy I know I am not Let me take charge then Lay back, let me take care of youQuiet now stop fussingI don't mind taking hold of you Just don't let me go and this will never end....
SpaceYou want space between us A place you can find your own escapeI thought I was Now I am too clingy Too needy I do all for you Yet I am supposed to keep closed up for youHow you make this void deeper between us Putting me in the corner of your mindI feel discarded You used to love me around Used to love everything you now want me pushed asideSo I will bury myself into this cornerI will remain quiet There is no reason for me to care anymore No fear of losingJust do whatever makes you feel happy Cause you know I will simply just be here waitingRight...is that what you think.
Yet againAnticipating love she dresses in preparation of his arrivalRed dress brings her luck and lust so she is hopefulHer hair sleek and shine dark as night Lips red with lust Flames dance on her skin as she lights the candlesKnock at the door she waits eagerly forSitting....Waiting....Time ticks on...Alone this breathless one waits hours of lateNo show there is only regret
OceanOut on this shoreline I find my serenity Placed in a pocket or kept bottled my heart craves this quietFeeling this small victory No words said just a place to simply beStress alleviated from my battered mindSounds of birds in the distance make me smile The smell of the ocean in my heartThe winds embrace my soulMy friend of peace I missed you soLet me sit on your warm banks and write till my hearts content
ChristmasSomber are the moments of small miraclesLights shinning on a snowy morn How this simple miracle called life breathes inside us all Yet, this day there is nothing but smiles Angels seem to work overtime to release the merry in all of usThinking of our neighbor a crucial love in all of us Hello's become more and greetings become silver linings to othersHolding on to the wondrous world of Christmas is our children In their eyes you find the dancing miracles of life Arms held tight as families come close on this dayLaughter shimmering throughout all of us Inside a thought of peace A belief in small miracles of Christmas